Sporadic and erratic

You slightly blind me

Yet in the darkness, you are my light

But then again, there is no darkness, for your light is too bright

My canopy in eternal rain

My shade under the burning sun

You are my crying shoulder,

Your name, my dying breath

Truthfully, more of use I wish to be

I am but nothing to you, and you are everything to me

You recognize me at times,

But the times... rarer than an eclipse

The rarity of your beauty

The uniqueness of your heart

Forcing me to fall, in a bottomless pit

Crushing me right now, right here where I sit

But there is no anger,

For love is all I have to offer

My heart is yours, oh how I wish

You heart was mine as well

I wish you'd look, even for a moment

I wish you'd see me, even just for a day

I wish you'd feel my feelings, even just for a week

I wish you'd love me too, and for it to last forever

Under the blackened sheets of heaven

All take off to a world, theirs in their slumber

Residing in their own mental haven,

Losing conciousness, feeling not them nor the world

But I, I dare not fly into my own world

For that itself is against my thoughts, always lacking, always boring

I see not my life's greatest meaning

Awake I see, her only, but in my dreams reside nothing but darkness

Where have the sweet dreams gone?

I used to see perpetual beauty from whence I close my fatigued eyes

Now I see, nothing but a sea of the blackest shade

Her image in my dreams have come, and yet the easily fade

Tis midnight, and yet I rather not sleep tonight

For tis not a good time, nothing is ever good without her...

My beautiful valentine, you hath faded through midnight,

I see not even a silhouette... not even a shadowed contour...

I want another glance at heaven... a most realistic beautiful maiden...

Twas you in my mind and yet you faded away... Let's meet again some day

I've only danced with you in a dream or two...

Before I graduate... I want to hold you... Let's meet again... maybe some day

All that live meet time

One eternal that takes away all the ephemeral

Our lives are nothing in this stream of life

We are but toys for death's amusement

Names and faces matter not

In the reapers mentality

We live to die, we die so others may live

Death, simply resides in every entity

And there such a thing called fate in all

Tis not something that heeds our beckon call

It is the bearer of cruelty

And it is the bearer of all beauty

But all are given a choice in life

Life is not just human strife

We can live to seize a name to behold

Make all see all our secrets untold

So shine your light before all light dies out

The problem is not death nor fate

But how you shine to illuminate another

And how you live and give others power

A maiden fetid of a smell so deadly

and the other, radiating a light most lovely

opposites, under the cover of my essence

sudden sparks proving emotions' presence

One in which the darkness reeks

Through every pore, evil leaks

Misery, this is her name

Let alone, the maiden of distress

For in the others chest, inscribed is a crest

A heart the that beats of only kindess and beauty

Shining her light to all who detest

Taking away all's unrest

These two reside in harmony

Co-existing to feed the other's fire

Of darkness and of light

Of hate and of love

And yet love exceeds what hate dares not

For love has manifested, taking me from naught

And her image, in my mind now rests

She is a woman... My bestfriend

Euphoria on the rise

Under the limelight

Rapidly growing in size

Such is the heart when you are in sight

Affection fills the realms unseen,

The insides of the byzantine

Of the so called mind turning lean

Eradicating every speck of green

You are the meaning of delight  

I see you from morning up to night

From light to dark, such a beautiful sight

All day long, you are my light

Overly romantic, it appears to be

Yet it does not prove me false, reality

The truth of all lies in me

I am the chamber of the love you've longed

Chained, the truth I reveal

Come to me, see me unsealed

Take my hand,  to each we'll yield

And let love become our field

Having you in sight is not enough for me

I no longer feel sanctity

I want to hold you close to me

And tell you what this heart might sing perpetually

I love you MLSJ

You mean the world to me